Emotera Much

Awww.. when I saw this photo, I miss my college friends. We used to go on roadtrips. But since we are all working, we have no time to go somewhere where we can chill and talk about anything we used to do this after exam. I remember, after class we ate dinner, then we go on a road trip (kung magkakayaan). Kahit saan. No destination. We used to cheap-in for the gas and for the food. We even tried drinking while driving (ssshh...) Sound trip, 120kph speed... whew! miss that life! 

Go home early in the morning 6am then class starts at 10am so we were all zombies at school. hahaha! I was just thinking if we can still do this. But I think no. We all have different lives now and different circle of friends. College is college so leave it there. But the memories will stay forever. :) 

Lately, I have been thinking of someone who's been part of my past. Nostalgia, ika-nga. :) I don't understand every time I think about that person, I always play scenes in my head and hoping that someday we will meet each other again. Deep sigh... (-___-)

When I saw and read what the photo says, I can't help it. I can relate to it. Grrr... Nostalgia.

Last week of March then April na! :) Summer. Bakasyon ng mga estudyante. Maluwag ang kalsada, walang traffic = maaga makakapunta sa work. Holy week, puno ang mga beach resorts. Maraming gigs sa gabi. Walang pera para sa mga estudyante, magastos sa mga may trabaho.Syempre! hang out kada weekend. Kung hindi naman every weekend. May pinag-iipunan na pang-gastos para sa outing with friends or with officemates. Overnight lang pero to the max dapat ang gastos. Saya naman nun.  haha! 

Ako, wala pa eh. isip-isip muna. Ayaw ko na maraming tao, ayaw ko rin ng magastos. Eh di sa bahay na muna. hahaha! :D KJ much? :D

Noon, ayaw ko "talaga". Ngayon, bahala na silang dalawa magkita. Tutal naman, nagkita na sila ilang beses nung nakaraang taon so hindi na ako magugulat kung ngayon, mangyari ulit yun --- ng "hindi ko alam."

Kung nung una, hindi ako sumusuko, ngayon, bahala na... napagtanto ko na hindi pa katapusan ng buhay ko ang paghihiwalay o paglayo ko sayo.

Napagtanto ko na mas maraming nagmamahal sa akin. Napagtanto ko rin na hindi ka kawalan. Siguro hindi na kita mabubura na naging parte ka ng buhay ko pero pwede ko naman balewalain nalang o kaya idaan nalang sa ibang bagay para malimutan kita. Wag lang amnesia dahil kung amnesia man yun naku! baka pati ang blog kong ito makalimutan ko rin.

Kung noon, parang lahat sa akin eh ako kawawa... Ngayon, alam ko hindi ako kawawa, ikaw.

Bahala ka na kung ano man ang plano mo. Basta ako, handa na ako anumang oras.O_O